Do you speak-a my language?

I've been very moody again and feeling aggitated.  Shocking I know.  

There is one person that is no longer around and it feels slightly better.  I didn't get their game, I've never felt the need to back channel between ministers and pit them against each other.  The "Radical" types they openly praised were secretly called new Agers, the Evangelical types they openly praised were secretly referred to as un-biblical with a one track mind, one trick, etc, etc........ 

And this person really had no side.   I had often thought of them as a chameleon.   They absorbed whatever was in their surroundings.    They were middle aged and married too yet there was these weird "innuendos" and false rumors that went with their game.    I used to think perhaps they were Multiples but not so sure now.  I feel bad for anyone who gets sucked into playing their game.  They have a very destructive nature. 

Even if I have problems believing in a philosophy I just take what I like and leave the rest.   I prefer giving people the benefit of the doubt, and have even taken up for others when maybe it was not always the wisest thing to do.   And it won me no popularity points trust me,  not that I care anymore.    I'm normally in ignore mode now unless a person is in the face abusive, like the Todd Bentleys out there. 

Many times I've wondered why I have this feeling of not belonging.  And why I do not understand most Christians.   It's like we are from different planets.  And this makes me sad.

This Podcast from Zeph Daniel about the differences that separate came at perfect timing.  Recently I have said about several people..."we speak the same language"  and I  had just remarked  to someone I see as a friend that 'we do not speak the same language". 

Tribalism, clans, gangs, whatever name you want to give it.  They are what separates us while on this planet.    We each speak our own language.   We are all "ONE" as far as having the same Creator, but that is about as far as it goes. 

There is no need for me to waste time trying to fit in when it's not possible. 

BLURB FROM PODCAST:

Trish had a word from the LORD, and then it coalesced with Rhema--very important even if I do say so myself. Explains why there is strife and MORE IMPORTANTLY, what to do about it... and why we should not lament or blame ourselves when there is no connection with others who say they are just like this or whatever other lame excuse they have for not having the language.

You and I understand one another -- we have the same language... and you've run into others who say they are like you, and there is no language between you. THIS IS THE WAY GOD INTENDED IT.

If you know this, you can avoid the pain and suffering of "trying to connect to something that is not connectable (if you will)" before there is a problem... all we need to know is if they speak the same language--if not, drop it before a problem ensues.